Monday 8 August 2011

im having one of those nights, maybe days, where im so fed up. i wish i knew where i was going and what i was doing. everyone has plans and aspirations and i have absolutely nothing. im so boring and dull and i have nothing going for me. this year is going so fast im scared. im happy with where i am right now but im so scared that everythings gonna change and im going to have nothing soon. im so scared of getting older and making decisions and dealing with changes. im so centered on whats happening right now i never think ahead, i never think of next week or next month or next year and it scares me so much that i really actually have to do that now. i wish i was at school still. they had everything planned out for you.

17:02



Thursday 4 August 2011

i havent blogged in so long but seriously its just been


a few nights out, a few days in, alot of days and nights at work.
watch this spot ill post something more interesting soon!

17:51