light it up
jacob, reading, driving, scrapbooks, photography, boxsets, sleeping, wetherspoons.
americas next top model, doctor who, inbetweeners, gossip girl, skins, sex and the city.
noah and the whale, darwin deez, example, arctic monkeys, gorillaz, rise against, blink 182, atreyu, pendulum, hadouken, city and colour.
reading fest '11, travelling '12
5/5/11
01:06am
a bit sleepy
jakey
Wednesday, 1 June 2011
im having one of those days where everything feels shit. i get this most days off because i know its gonna be over so quickly then i go back to work and wait for my next day off where the same thing happens.
i love my job but im so down about it at the moment, i guess im just coming to terms with the real world. the thought of working for the rest of my life is scary, i know everyone else has to do it but i never really expected it. its such an immature thing to say but i dont want to do it. im tired all of the time, ive realised i've put on weight due to 'shift work', and i dont have time to do anything for myself. i dont have time to do my favourite things, as silly as it seems but to read. i dont have time to see jake and the thought of leaving his after a day off is horrible because i know i wont see him properly for most likely another week.
i complain so much in my blog now its getting a little depressing im sorry! i'll get over all this soon, i do have things to look forward to :) its exactly 50 days untill i get my braces off now. i cant wait for that. then after that its only a month to reading, which im surprisingly not that excited for yet. i had the horrible thought of where am i going to pee? when i drink alcohol it goes straight through me and im running to the loo every 5 minutes. i am not looking forward to that at all and i have no practical answer for it.
i've also found my little piggy bank out and decided to put all my change in there from now on. perhaps by the end of the year ill have £20 or so in there haha. but its very cute nevertheless.
apart from me complaining about everything ive had another lovely day with jake, apart from falling asleep for a few hours during dr who, pouring gone off milk onto my lovely pasta and not being able to see hangover 2. i finally watched the first xmen film and i am quite impressed. i have to watch the next 2 before next wednesday so we can go and see the new one without me complaining about it.
anyway thats all from me tataa x
i love my job but im so down about it at the moment, i guess im just coming to terms with the real world. the thought of working for the rest of my life is scary, i know everyone else has to do it but i never really expected it. its such an immature thing to say but i dont want to do it. im tired all of the time, ive realised i've put on weight due to 'shift work', and i dont have time to do anything for myself. i dont have time to do my favourite things, as silly as it seems but to read. i dont have time to see jake and the thought of leaving his after a day off is horrible because i know i wont see him properly for most likely another week.
i complain so much in my blog now its getting a little depressing im sorry! i'll get over all this soon, i do have things to look forward to :) its exactly 50 days untill i get my braces off now. i cant wait for that. then after that its only a month to reading, which im surprisingly not that excited for yet. i had the horrible thought of where am i going to pee? when i drink alcohol it goes straight through me and im running to the loo every 5 minutes. i am not looking forward to that at all and i have no practical answer for it.
i've also found my little piggy bank out and decided to put all my change in there from now on. perhaps by the end of the year ill have £20 or so in there haha. but its very cute nevertheless.
apart from me complaining about everything ive had another lovely day with jake, apart from falling asleep for a few hours during dr who, pouring gone off milk onto my lovely pasta and not being able to see hangover 2. i finally watched the first xmen film and i am quite impressed. i have to watch the next 2 before next wednesday so we can go and see the new one without me complaining about it.
anyway thats all from me tataa x
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